what a week!

since what a day is too mainstream, i would like to use what a week as my title for this entry. ^^V


1. having a goooooooooooooooooooood conference for 2 days, lotssssssssssssssssssssss of new information and knowledge that i gain! now i'm just in love with agriculture! i neeeeeeeeeeeed to read more and more and moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee about it!
meeting with people which do helps me alot! having a friend who is best soil science student! wohoo~ i salute you sista!
journey is just to begin. 

2. one of my uncle (my mum's cousin) passed away due to penyakit tua. and this make my first time visit to Kompleks Penyayang Siti Hasmah ( rumah orang2 tua). i feel what you feels when u had an experience visiting warga emas there. May Allah bless them. thanks to uncles who are willing to take care of your friends there( not staffs).

3. i love to help. perhaps, until all my works not run. phew! that's pity. why? they don't even help you la man. you are the one to force yourself. so what's now? my plan are:
-- help is not that bad. but help people that used the same equipment with u. but, if she/ he is another analysis method which that you did not cover, left them. they have mouth to ask anybody else. not only you join the equipment training, they do join too. don't collect the certs if it just to add up your list. this advices for me too. so, starts from now, cooperate only with who that want to use instrument/ equipment that you do. cooperate, okay! not making them depends on you 10000000000 % !

-- please, please, don't try to help any of your fyp anymore. no more, sorry guys. be bold with what you have. don't ask me why you don't get it. ask yourself first. no more guys. too much spoonssss that i gave to you. so, start now, we break. you can only use our equipment/ instrument that school didn't have it. only. to her, i try to help you before, but you didn't open the chance for me, k fine. now you feels it. siap la tadah telinga nanti. Diam-diam jugak aku ni, tapi perhati ja apa hampa buat. I won't tell Dr, but I want to tegur you all. because you all big already now, huh? I realize what you don't. we'll be having a meeting about it soon, only three of us. yes, three. A question to you, if you get fyp students like you,  what did you do? 

-- stop helping unnecessary works, start doing your OWN works, Alia. you have your own inspiration right? be like her! :)